Just after 7 am, and almost ready to go to work. I feel like crap. The mornings are the hardest, I think...when you are depressed. Constantly standing on the precipice of despair. Trying not to listen to songs and people that will make me cry. Trying to decide how to feel. And then trying to look like everything is ok. Everything is definately not ok. I have to go to work. Have a nice day, all....