Undoubtedly the word of the day is fuck, and not in a good way.
One of the worst days Ive had in a very long time. Questioning my sanity, my motives, and especially questioning other peoples honesty and intentions. Old feelings rising to the surface again...stuff I thought I was passed a long time ago. I will not be put under anyone's thumb, I will not be put under a microscope, and I definately wont mold into someone's ideal. What i need and want is not offered, from anyone right now. I am more alone than I have ever been. Im so incredibly sad.
Phrase for the day: Im phoning it in
Trivial moment for the day: sorry, again....nothing trivial about today