Desert Sand Mica

Whatever, just crash it Bob...


Not much is up. Had a nice 3 day weekend. Dinners, fireplace. All the stuff that should be good.

SPL was great, hope to see him again. Where's it going? who knows.

Im really not liking my job.

I will write tonight. There's fog in the forecast.


oh god. Critical moments. Why? ..tick..tick..tick..

So Im gonna endure being treated like a child? I dont think so.

I am a god dam idiot.


He's afraid we'd ruin it. God.

Getting ready to go meet SPL for the first time. Am nervous and speedy. That was probably a mistake, but was afraid of being bleh. Yellow jacket to the rescue, thank you MJM nonetheless. You're a good guy.

I have to write about Trail Dust last night, but not right now. Too much nervousness to write. So get foggy? That could be the death of me.


Limewire, oh my god. Winmx was giving me fits, and it pisses me off that it doesn't run as good at home as it does at work. At zip no problem. At home, I consider myself lucky to get a partial song, much less a whole one. SO I downloaded Limewire. My pc pretty much came to a grinding halt, the thing wouldnt load properly, kept stalling on install (at the same place every time. ) Do you know how annoying that is? THen it finally got through it (I think) and I tried to fire it up. Stall..... my machine wouldn't even let me reboot. Zap.

On uninstall (Which is of course the next logical step), it would start the Install Wizard again, and stall in the same place. Infuriating.

Rob came over for a while today. That was hella fun, I love Rob. I just wish he wasn't so flaky. He's always blabbing on about "yea, let's go out..let's go play pool.." "Let's go Friday.." or whatever. But he never comes through. One night we had a definate time we were meeting and all, and he just blew me off. He *is* the man in shibby town, tho. You gotta put up with him, just cause of that. I don't believe half of what he's told me, he seems like such a show off and a liar, but probably just exaggerating. He's always talking about his time in Somalia. Charlie said he's got some wicked stories about it. I just think he's a wicked story teller. Maybe he was in the army, but he wasn't in Somalia.

We were all fogged in and talking about infomercials. Katie and I agreed that if we watch any for more than 5 minutues, we are convinced that we need the product, no matter what it is.

Had an ok conversation with Dan about Daniel coming up there this weekend. Dan wanted him to stay the whole weekend, but Daniel didn't want to. Weird. Dan was cool about it tho, which was nice.

Trillian needs to get their shit together.


I dont wanna go to work. Do I hafta?


a BFC Conversation: A Riot!

shiva- we will annex canada and send the liberal pricks from there back home too and reclaim canada in the name of cajuns world wide
* susuie goes to england and sets up a viagra stand
e_ Nah, let's parachute 'em into Iraq - no need to use military force to topple So Damn Insane's regieme - we'll let the commies do it for us
danelle- England?
danelle- Damn uncut fuckers
susie- lol
e_ LOL
e_ Yes, they do leave their fuckers uncut, don't they?
e_ Hehe
shiva -leave a bad taste?
susuie- lol
sid_s -nasty nasty
e_ -Yes, they do leave their fuckers uncut, don't they?
e_ -Although, as much fun as sending them to Iraq would be, Canada is probably a better fit - they'll all die off quickly due to the lack of decent medical care.
danelle -hey be nice
danelle -my buddy is an englishman, you know
shiva -noooooo we have decided to reclaim canada for cajuns world wide
sid_s -they talk funny
e_ Jim: you can - just wait a few years, after they all die off
nife- i think she was mad that we said her boyfriend was a dumbass
sid_s- me too
Satin- I think she was
shiva- who talks funny sid?
L6 -lmao Bill
sid_s -brits, of course
shiva -well hell it is true nife
e_ -She's still here, JR - you really shouldn't talk about her in the third person :)
susuie -lol
danelle -LOL
nife lol
nife -i didn;t see satin
e_ -Yes, they do leave their fuckers uncut, don't they?
Satin -Obviously..
nife -but hey, i don't pull punches
nife -you're a dumbass, e
sid_s LMAO
danelle -e, WHAT are you doing?
Satin -thanks
Satin -ditto
e_ Yes, they do leave their fuckers uncut, don't they?
e_ laughing my ass off - and it wasn't even that funny
nife -and if i want any lip from you, i'll get it from my zipper

**4 days with these people. Oh, man.

God, it's been way too long, I know. I haven't had a moment. Ok, Ive had a moment or two, but not really.

Had a few responses to my ad, but only one stood out, and he's still around. I took all my ads off, and am only talking to him, for now. The potential is just too great. we'll call him SPL. He's curious about the whole Mark deal, deservedly so. Can anyone ever fully understand and accept it? I defended my relationship to Mark with Brock, and it killed the Brock relationship eventually, even tho he said it wouldnt. SPL says it wouldnt either. Mark and I have talked ad nauseum about how our relationship affects our other relationships, and we are both just completely unwilling to make any concessions. There must be someone is the world that can accept it, along with neurotic me.

Tickets for Hotlanta are bought and paid for. FuckenA right.

Mark got laid off, so did Dy. Then so did Alan. Wtf? Mark has a good contingency plan, Dy may think about going back to MV if things get bad. I really really hope that doesnt happen.

Yesterday was Superbowl Sunday. Old Chicago. Maybe I will talk more about it later. It was odd.

Kt's situation will be fixed tomorrow afternoon.

Im so busy at work, but its good. I have very little time to do things Im not supposed to be

I will try to write more tonight, when the fog rolls in.